Hey guys, to add salt to the wound my entire journal got deleted when I tried to add something to the sidebar. And I had like half a fucking page written!! > I'm sorry for swearing but you have to understand that when you've typed about half a page, you want it to stay put. So what happened was I tried to take photos of my watercolor paintings from art class and my drawing of my original character Jackie Cecil Martin.(He's a guy who is sort of my personification of Boston Massachusetts.) and my artwork wouldn't save on my camera! When I tried to upload it onto the computer it wouldn't load! and my camera said my computer was a NONCOMPUTER DEVICE!!! what the fuck! (Part of the reason I chose this journal skin is because I'm mad and it's red. Plus I love William, he's one of my favorite characters. It's Ulrich then WIlliam then Odd. But sometimes my favorite is a tossup between Ulrich and William.) Anyway there's also something very sad that I have to tell you guys. My best friend Grace's sister: Jaqueline Denise passed away on March 15th of this year. I had to get Grace a sympathy card. (I just told her I was sending her a surprise in the mail because I didn't want to sound depressing.) Also I seem to have developed a crush on Jackie (my character) again. I keep wishing he was real because I would totally marry the man. He was modeled after my cousin and myself, and was made to be heroic. He has my cousin's optimistic personality and eye shape, my nose and eyebrows. He's dating Violet Skys who is ten years younger than him. (Violet is my other original character who respresents Phoenix Arizona.) So guys is it nornal to have a crush on your own character(s) I don't have a crush on Violet, it's just Jackie Martin. What shoukd I do about my friend's sisters death, and how can I fix my camera? Please help me, and comment.